It’s quiet in this room.
nothing moves.
the only sounds coming in is from the window.
the birds, the cars, the kids outside playing.
and it’s just me and a window.
I wish my mind was as quiet.
All i hear are things i would say to you.
repeating over and over again as if i’m preparing to spill my heart.
I think the part that freaks me out the most is that if i do say all these things that i’ve been holding back for so long it would be what you would say or think back would be the most scary.
what if you view me differently
of think of me differently.
or the worst of the worse…have no interest in ever talking to me again.
i would feel so empty
and lost
i would feel like i’ve had a mistake
a mistake that you can’ take back or say anything else to make up for it.
you need to be happy said the heart
you need to know what you want said the mind
stay focused said the eyes
be determined said the hands
love said me